Shana's Burn Book

Apart from all the adventure, what i did most during my 1 week stay was chilling out. or what i like to call " melangak" Just sitting on a beach chair and hanging out. unfortunately, that time i had to babysit my bro while all the grown ups go shopping. i wrote some of my novel L3 during my melangak sessions. writing on the rocks was something different. when i wasn't chilling out, i was babysitting my brother and cousins. they were a handful but i'm so use to little kids. I always took a dip in the sea on the private beach. it was so cool and the water was so clear. u could see the fishes. my bros had fun at the beach too. stunning right? The other cool thing was the food. It was expensive but delicious. We ate a lot of seafood. the lobster was fantastic and the fish! At the hotel, the italian restaurant was amazing and the waiters were hot too. the latte was great. this is when we were at the seafood restaurant. we actually got to choose our sea life. they were all...

" what the fuck? what happen to japan??" Those were my first words when i found out we were going to sabah this year for our family trip. Now i guess i was wrong. sabah was beautiful. I have always been a fan of places where there are a lot of shopping malls like Dubai or Australia.but the beaches of Sabah have completely change my world. Mount Kinabalu was awesome!! even though all the teenagers there dress like LBs and rempits, i kinda like sabah. so here are some of the stuff i did there and some pics to show! We stayed at Sutera Harbour Resort. you know my grandfather, nothing less then 4 stars. on top of that, we didn't stay at the main hotel, we stayed the marina club. which is way more exclusive than you think. they people there will seriously cater to your every need. the picture above is a view from my room. This is when we were on the boat to Manukan Island. It was an awesome ride, like a roller coaster! This is my dad. He was thirsty that time. At arrival, i sa...

I try hard to ignore it, Try hard to believe it's not true, I try hard to think that i am over reacting, Try hard to see that maybe it happened for a reason, You come like seasons, Sometimes warm and sometimes cold, But it always end the same, You leave without notice, The loneliness hurts, Not as painful as the secrets, Is the world better if everything remains hidden? Is acting blithe the right thing to do? Should I put a fake smile on my face? And pretend that everything is all right, What happens when I face you? Will you open up? I always say that the next time it happens, I would be prepared, I would know what to do, Truthfully, The only thing I do is run, Running is not the best option, But why should I open up when you would not? Both sides should speak up, The question is, Who is brave enough to start it first?

Shana's mood right now- PISSED OFF. You got that right, angry beyond words is exactly what i'm feeling. But before i get to why am i in this unstable state of mine, let me blog about the good stuff that has happen. Dad, adik, mak tok and I went to the Pavilion on Thursday. I forgot how beautiful and chic that place is. More stores have opened since i went there a couple of months back. I walk past those shops and dream of owning a pair of mary janes from Manolo Blahnik, a Juicy Couture mini dress, Fendi sunglasses or a Prada mini handbag. The people there, mostly chinese women look so fucking fabulous. They wore Burberry trench coats, Hugo Boss knee high boots, Diane Von Furstenberg wrap dresses with black stocking and look like true fashionistas. If i had those outfits, i would look so fly. Seriously! I mean who wants to wear the skank uniform which consist of skinny jeans, a super tight belly revealing t-shirt and rubber slippers. It looks horribly pathetic and yet everyone i...