Shana's Burn Book

King Miraz : Well then, Prince Edmund...  Edmund : It's King, actually. King Miraz : I beg your Pardon.  Edmund : It's King Edmund. Just King though. Peter's the High King. [ awkward pause ]  Edmund : I know, it's confusing.  I went out today. Finally!! Nurul was present. All three of us watched Narnia . Nurul told me beforehand that the movie was very sarcastic and that I would totally love it. After watching it, I do totally love it. The sarcasm in that movie was so funny. Especially that little dwarf. Plus having three hot guys in one movie made it very entertaining.  I thought Ben Barnes (Prince Caspian) would steal my heart but Skandar Keynes (King Edmund) blew me off my leather boots. I use to like William Moseley (King Peter) during the first movie but now his younger brother has grown handsomely. Did you know that Skandar is the same age as we are and his middle name is Amin? Ok... TMI... A special thanks to Mia for introducing the song '  The Call' ...

List of movies I want to watch over the summer Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian Speed Racer Indiana Jones What Happens In Vegas Batman Hellboy 2: The Golden Army 21 Wanted Sex in the City TV series that I want to watch The Tudors  Grey's Anatomy  Private Practice  Dirty Sexy Money House  CSI: New York Dollhouse (out in 2009) New music that I discovered Carolina Liar- beautiful world Augustana- twenty years Michael Tolcher- bad habits Plumb- in my arms Jack Savoretti- no one's aware Dave Linchens- let go Fisher- i will love you Regina Spektor- the call

Here I go,  So dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, And I no you can see right through me, So let me go and you will find someone. You know there is no point in turning on the television during a weekday afternoon cause there is nothing to watch! I'm back in the torture chamber which is my grandma's house. I was bored to death today. I watched Friends on TV which was hilarious. I think I'm gonna download the episode where Brad Pitt was a guest star.  I continued watching Cruel Intension . Did anyone know that there was a steamy sex scene and lesbian kiss scene in that movie? Now that I have all the time in the world, I suddenly got a writer's block . It takes me 20 minutes to write one sentence of my novel. Its making me very frustrated.  The only great part of today was that I got some new clothes from my mum who came back from Indonesia. I bet if I go to her house, it would be full of designer wear. Its funny because yesterday when were hanging around Su...

I am so over it, whore. Today was like my first day out with my dad in a long time. We went to Sunway Pyramid and had lunch at Wendy's . The burgers there were like way better than the burgers at McD. Its a little more expensive than McD but the food was awesome. I have officially converted to Wendy's. Too bad the only outlet is at Sunway. Plus the hot guy that my sister saw earlier at Carrefour was surprisingly there. He was kind of cute with his baby blue hoodie. The other surprising thing that happened was when I saw F. Honestly, I use to be jealous of her cause she's beautiful and is one of the few people who can compete with my body. Well anyway I was at the watch shop, checking out the new designs from Dolce and DKNY. I saw F's twin sister K. My sister recognized her because she was the twin that didn't dye her hair. K looked like she just got out of bed and was wearing those baggy three quarter pants or 'ali baba' pants which I liked to call the...

Kathryn: Fuck her yet? Sebastian : Working on it. Kathryn : Loser. Sebastian : Blow me. Kathryn: Call me later? I just added some crucial episodes into my Ipod. I finally converted Cruel Intentions. I just watched the first 30 minutes but man the things in that movie are D-I-R-T-Y . If you watched it on TV, you missed out on a lot of stuff. Apparently posh rich New Yorkers cuss a lot. Well they mostly use it when they are talking about sex. Which is quite a lot. I keep wondering how does Ryan Phillipe screw all those girls but nobody labels him a manwhore . I believe his charm and sarcasm makes you forget the whole 'fucking girls' habit that he has. Seriously, can Ryan be any hotter in that movie??? For some reason, every time I turn on the TV, I see Kristen Stewart 's face everywhere. Only now did I realize how gorgeous she is. Her characters mostly dress in simple ways with minimal make up but she always end up looking great. I bet she'll look awesome ne...

Leave me alone Get out of my face You know what, i never liked holidays. I use to but lately my holidays always end up being screwed up. Holidays are time for relaxation, away from stress and manic. Its a time for me to wear all my gorgeous clothes, strap on my favorite boots and go out gallanvanting around town. I planned to invite Nurul to a sleepover at my mum's house this weekend but my mum went to Indonesia to shop. She better bring me back some striking designer wear. I haven't seen her in 7 weeks and I miss her. So I thought of doing the sleepover next weekend but my grandparents had to mess up everything. My grandpa is going off to Terengganu that weekend to watch my trophy cousin compete in an equestrian competition. So I have to stay here to take care of my grandma. This really sucks! I don't how am I suppose to calm down when people keep shouting my name and ordering me around. I wanted a peaceful morning today but everyone kept callimg me every 10 seconds to ask...

Whats worst? Being left behind or forgotten? The only thing that I am proud of today was that I got to hold one kick ass camera and the fact that I got the chance to shout the words " pout for me baby pout!!! Smile, smile, smile!!!! Chin up and smile!! " I was pissed of because we didn't have our group photo today. We've been planning this day since before the exams and then suddenly everyone turned slothful. WTF? I got some pretty good pictures from pretty complicated angles. Some of the candid photos were awesome and I am so proud of Joey and Alin's class captain and co-captain photo. They look so adorable in that photo. Plus the picture that Qissy took of me sitting in the middle of our empty class was great. Do send it to me Fifa! and thanks Qissy! It was like the one of the only pictures that was taken of me.  So since I was pissed of after school, I walked home alone. I didn't want to show my bitchy sarcastic side to anyone. Thank god I had my Ipo...

Sometimes when you're young. You think nothing can hurt you.  It's like being invincible.  So exams are over and for some reason there was no smiles during the final minute of physics. Maybe its because of the extra chemistry class after school. You think that after 3 weeks of studying your ass off, you would get to go home after the last paper and lay in bed without any worry.  But instead you're in lab 1, studying thermochemistry.  Recess was fun becaue for the first time this week, all 4 of us were there. Nurul just had to be the one to bring up the topic about sex . After that, the topic progressed into a more scientific level.  There was the fact that having sex can reduce periods pain. Actually sex can reduce a lot of things like stress and weight. Sex is like a free miracle drug . My cousin is here. I don't get to see her much. She's going off to USA soon so these are the only times I get a chance to talk to someone older and mature.  The...

"Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?" he pulled me tighter against his hard chest, tucking my head under his chin.  I just read the Times magazine and it was the edition where they featured the 100 most influential people in the world. There were some people I knew like Branjelina, Miley Cyrus, Hillary Clinton, Robert Downey Jr, Obama, Sonia Gandhi, Kaka and even Anwar Ibrahim! The person that struck me the most was my favorite author, Stephanie Meyer . In the article, they asked whether you would let your children read a book about a girl that lied to her parents so she could see her boyfriend, let her boyfriend sleep in the same bed as her without her parents knowledge and trusted her boyfriend enough to believe that he would not take advantage of her? The writer said YES because the boyfriend (Edward Cullen) is literally perfect .  The last part of the article wrote that Edward Cullen is equivalent t...

Serena: So where's Georgina? Chuck: You're out of luck, she just left. Serena: Where's Dan? Chuck: I'm out of luck, he's still here. So after another frustrating day at school, I still managed to get some smiles. Biology was sort of knocked up because I mixed up the fibrin and fibrinogen. Damn you blood clots! The debate downstairs gave me a headache. I keep hearing the same 2 lines over and over again.  "I stand firmly on the notion that parents should be responsible for their children's behaviour!" or "I stay true on the fact that that parents should not be responsible for their children's behaviour!" I think Renee was strong on them. She was fighting back like a hound dog.  Kepong: POI.... Children have there own minds. Therefore they can think for themselves on the actions they do. Parents should not be blamed because they cannot control their children's mind. CBN: Ladies and gentleman, I have just stated that children's min...

I remember feeling low I remember losing hope Lately I've been tired on making this happy face to everyone even though I'm not. I'm tired of acting blithe when I can feel the tension exuding out of everyone. I am mostly tired of being nice whenever you people need something from me. So when you want something only then you act cool around me?  It is seriously pissing me off this pass few week. How many times do I have to tell you, if there is something you are not satisfied with me, all you got to do is tell me. Is that so hard? But no, you people have to play this little puerile game of silence . God what are you? In 3rd grade? Sometimes I feel like letting go and fucking off because I can't stand it. Sometimes I feel like I'm better off with my best friends who are more matured and open minded than all of you combine. At least they have the dignity to tell me things they don't like. They don't play the whole " cold shoulder game ." I stopp...

You'll always be a part of me I'm a part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby I swear to god that David Cook is officially my man. God I have never heard of a singer that gave such a big impact on me musically. I guess I'm in love with his style of music. He has this sort of romantic rock theme and everytime he performs, he looks and sounds like he's serenading for someone. Man, when I heard him sing "All i really need is you" I felt like crying. I know its pathetic but thats how much his voice is so significant to me. I really really want him to win American Idol. I did not open any book today. I was stuck in front of the TV all afternoon. I miss watching TV. I'm gonna watch CSI later. I've been watching CSI since I was in standard 5 but now I rarely get a chance to because I am not allowed to watch TV during the weekdays. What a stupid rule!! Nowadays I have to rely on r...

Invincible.  They finally come, what'll you do to them?  Gonna decimate them like you did to me?  Will you leave them stunned. I just saw some very disturbing and disgusting pictures of a group of girls posing and pouting in their rubber slippers, trying to look all Met and glamorous. I felt like vomiting when I saw those pictures. First of all, giving pathetic names for your group was so 2005. Do you really think that by labelling your clique, people are gonna notice you better? I'm a self proclaimed MET girl. MET stands for metropolitan which mean that I am a city girl. I go to an "elite" school, I don't act like a douchebag when I'm in public, I don't commit to sexual activity and I don't dress up like an LB. Sometimes I can be harsh when it comes to judging people and sometimes I act like I'm too big for one's boot. Thats the way I am. So now I am going to spill out all the thing about teenage girls that I find so repulsive. 1) Since whe...

Bella: I'm not afraid of you. Edward: You shouldn't have have said that. So today was sort of a crazy , hilarious and fatuous day. I guess its been the best day of this whole 2 weeks of exams. It started with me killing cheerleaders with a golden fork and then we all got drowned into a world of madness. God, we laughed so hard that our stomachs hurt, we were short of breath, tears stung in our eyes and our cheekbones were sore.  We had like 4 different types of physics revision books in front of us. Nish started to explain about the numerous experiments on cross sectional areas and convex lens. I was listening with my eyes closed and my head was leaning on Mira as we both slept into dreams about inversely proportional graphs.  After much boredom, we moved on to names. The fact that some people like to give weird names to their children. God help those unfortunate little ones. We came up with names like Chemistry, Biology and Add Maths. There was even a brand frenzy when ...

I miss Darius Cuza. Chemistry was a walk in the park. HAHA. When I came home, I suddenly had this spark in my mind that reminded me so much of Darius. I haven't written my novel for a while now. This is because everywhere I turn, a bloody test paper gets shoved in my face. I have this rule that I have to be 3 chapters ahead only then will I post one. This is so I can change some things if I'm not satisfied. When I did open my novel this evening, I couldn't write much because of all the exam stress running through my head. I stopped during an intense fight scene so I decided to sto typing  because I don't want to write a shitty fight scene. Maybe by next week I'll post the next chapter. Sorry again. There was one thing I noticed when I had recess with Zoey today. Nurul and Jasm were not there because they were taking their accounts paper. So I sat down with Zoey and we were both discussing chemistry. As usual she would hog some of my mini sausages and take a sip ...

Who would have thought? Who is Your Ideal TV Boyfriend? More on Gossip Girl . Created by BuddyTV I know teenagers like us should not be caught up wih obsession because it can possibly lead to insanity and destruction. But my obsession towards the TWILIGHT SERIES is uncontrolable. I'm addicted to the book. to the movie, to the characters. I am literally going bonkers. I just can't wait for the movie to be out next year. They already finish shooting but do you really need that much of time to edit the whole damn thing? Dan in my Man!!!! Chou

What raging fireshall flood the soul? What rich desire unlocks its door?  What sweet seduction lies before us? I stared into those fiery eyes with desire and yet I couldn't let myself to go and indulge in it. Those eyes, his words and that burning love temps me to go deeper and deeper everytime. It was so intricate to admit it to myself but I have already past the point of no return. I was in his heart and he in mine. As daunting as it may be, I want more of him that I can imagine. But can I handle being part of this dangerous liason? "Do you choose danger or solitude?" he asked with fire in his eyes. "Solitude is safer than danger," I said without thought. "Solitude can drive you into derangement," he shot back. "So can danger. Danger can make you go insane, it can hurt you and it is completely erratic," I said , trying to make him think lucidly.  "But in danger you have me! I can keep you sane, I can heal you if you get hurt and ...