Shana's Burn Book

You found the place I hide within, Like you see right through my skin, And my heart To see I'm hoplessly wishing. You can forgive all my mistakes, Take them back and just erase all the, Wrong and let our future get brighter. So the big day that every teacher has been freaking out about was today. The Koreans came! Seriously, I expected some sophisticated looking people in suits but all of them look like a bunch of tourist to me. When they arrieved, the band started to play the 'rasa sayang' song. Then BAM! out of nowhere the cheerleaders came popping out with their high ponytails and pathetic smiles. I bet after the cheer performance, the Koreans were thinking... " So whats next? Fireworks? Where's the royal army greeting where shots are being fired in the air? Are we getting that too ?"  The Koreans went to see our class during the physics lesson in the lab. They were taking pictures and smiling at us like we're the most innocent beings on earth. Dadd...

Surprise surprise surprise Today was spent conquering an add maths question with Alin. I'm not a big fan of graphs but this one doesn't need meticulous plotting. During recess, Zoey, Jasm and I were listing all the necessities you need if you're going on an island holiday. Apparently shades and moisterisers were on top of the list.  That holiday discussion made me think of the things I want to do after SPM. I think on top of my list is to learn how to drive and then ditch this humid city for a calm peacefull island somewhere. Reminds me of all the holidays I went to where we lived near the beach. I still remember vividly the Sabah ocean and the cool windy breeze there. Oh how I would kill to go back there.  Then we had a discussion about prom . I have a big feeling that I'm not going to be in town when the big day arrives. Its held roughly a week and a half after SPM. Usually my family has its yearly holiday after all grandchildren finish any major exam which is ar...

Guilty of Pride, Greed, Sloth and most definately Lust. So nothing remotely interesting happened this weekend. I went over to my dad's house because I wanted to finish up the magazine layout. I still haven't finish it yet. I need the full names of my classmates, which I totally forgot about.  I finally converted Camp Rock in my dad's laptop. But the thing is, my pendrive is too bloody small to store the file. How am I suppose to put it in the MAC so I can watch it in my Ipod everyday? Well since I was so eager to watch it, I actually synced my Ipod on the laptop. Later we all went to MV cause my stepmum wanted to buy some stuff at Carrefour. When she was busy shopping, I was happily watching the scene where Joe Jonas was singing Gotta Find You to Demi. But my bratty brothers kept pushing me and made silly annoying noises with the balloons they were playing with. Now the movie is gone because I have synced it back with the MAC. I had some rounds with my sister at The Garden...

I can't stop thinking of Darius Cuza. Let me clarify that I did not come to school due to health reasons and not cowardly reasons . I was actually looking forward to the spot talk. I had a speech ready and all. But sickness randomly attacked me which made me suffer for 2 days.  I went to the doctor because of abdominal pain. He suspected it was my appendix so he sent me to a hospital and made me see a surgeon. Since appendicitis cannot be diagnosed easily so he had to do numerous tests on me. I went through an x-ray, blood test, urine test and my favorite was the ultrasound . I had my first ultrasound when i was 17 and i wasn't even pregnant! I felt like I was a patient in the House series. You know, when the doctors don't know whats wrong with you so they do like a gazillion tests on you. My final diagnosis is severe constipation. They gave me this nasty medicine that is still hanging in my mouth right now. No need to tell you what happened next. But let me tell you that...

I love Heath Ledger. S o on Saturday, my sister and I went out with Malenka to The Curve. We ate together and the funny sengal version of him came out. It amazes me how hilarious he is. Then we went to Lecka-Lecka at Cineleisure and started taking pictures. Well most of the pictures were taken by me and there were some great shots of my sister and him. FYI, the ceaser salad at the 1920 cafe was great! Go try the mocktails! Later he met my mum for the first time. It was a big deal for my mum cause its like the first guy friend she has ever met. We had dinner together and later he had to go home. Then all of us watched Hellboy 2. The action scenes in that movie was awesome, especially all the moves from Prince Nuada. That dude can really fight. The scenes were inspirational for me when I start writing my 3rd novel. On sunday was the seminar. As usual all the CBNers came there overly dressed with extra lipgloss, higher heelas and skimpier babyTs. I think its the nature of who we are. Whe...

Nothing makes one so vain as being told one is a sinner. Conscience makes egotists of us all. -Oscar Wilde- Ok I know its been 3 days but did you guys remember on Monday when T annouced during the morning assembly that she was dissapointed at us becuase we went to Cheer Comp bearing it all? Yes, there was a good bunch of us that went there with mini skirts , hot pants and t-shirts that fall just above the navel . But hey we're teenagers! We could bare whatever we want. In the end we get the sins, not you. Sheeshh.... From the words of Alexis Stone- God, old people are so cranky sometimes! I over heard T annouced during the first assembly of the afternoon session that she was dissapointed because we braught our male friends along and most of the time we were showing the world too much intimacy with them. Seriously, holding hands, hugging and sitting on your boyfriends lap is something normal to us teens. We know its bad from the religious point of view and we know these things get ...

If you want me, You're gonna have to break the bank tonight. So there was the ' teknik menjawab soalan ' for BM today. I think starting from this week, we're gonna attend a lot of teknik menjawab seminars. The dude who presented the speech was funny. He wasn't the boring type. Plus he has a habit of remembering a lot of details about a lot of stuff. I wish I had a brain like him.  He apparently asked us to go to this seminar this weekend. Everyone jumped in and I think almost all the form 5s are going. Plus the when the words SAB came out from his mouth, eyes were sparkling at the thought of being in a room with SABians. Male SABians, I mean.  That whole seminar thing reminded me of the first time I got to know Zoey. I met her at a seminar way back in form 1. I remembered everything vividly like the colour of Zoey's top, what i was wearing, the atmosphere, the freezing temperature and even the phone she was using. It brought back a lot of memories.  I now have 8...

That was so predictable. Cheer comp was loud as usual. The amount of CBNers was enough to bring down a house. I think it was a mistake to wear my black bermudas because only then I realize how horrific my legs were. My hair had to face the challenge of humidity so it too was horrific throughout the whole day.  I sat with my classmates which sort of pissed off Nurul. She wanted to sit with me but there wasn't any space. So she ended up sitting with my siser and malenka. My box of donuts went missing in record time. Zoey wanted one so bad but she came late.  I met her BF for the first time. His friend with the Devils football shirt was so hot. For real! Plus he's debate mate with the braces who was also holding a box of Big Apple donuts was so hot too. There were so many good looking guys but they were all of out of reach. Surprisingly many of the delicious ones were wearing yellowed color Shirtliff t-shirts.  I spent most of the time with Malenka. He was such a sport by staying ...

Quaff it down like a tequila shot School was very interesting but yucky at the same time. The people from Brands came along. You know those chicken essence thingy that you drink to make you more alert.  The dude gave a speech and taught us how to play these really cool games with our hands. Then afterwards they actually gave us the Brands drink for us to consume happily.  I sort of immediately downed the thing before going back up to class because I had so many things to carry and I didn't want to carry a bottle of yucky black liquid and risk spilling it. The taste was horrible as usual. I have tasted it before so the horrific taste was no surprise.  In class everyone was afraid to drink it. They kept holding up the bottle but it took them forever to quaff it down. So because Athena didn't want her drink, I decided to help my friends out by drinking it with them. So in the end I drank 2 bottles of that horrendous stuff.  After recess we had the cheer thing where they would dem...

Cute guys never stay single for long. How come that never crossed my mind? School was sort of frustrating thanks to our hormonal PJ teacher that told us to do 5 copies for each of our PJK work. This is because we didn't finish and pass up her work from the previous week. Many say that they are not going to do it and and they think the teacher is a psycho.  I for one will actually do it. I think I deserve what I got for not passing up her work. I'm not complaining. During physics, Mira, Falini and I had a very intersting backstabbing/girly talk session . How can you not have lipgloss, Mira? I feel like grabbing Mira and drowning her into girl world full of glossy lips and high heels. Mira and I also talked about flirting with boys. It seems like both of us have the same dilemma. It was nice to talk to someone who is in the same situation. So during the last period we had a peptalk on tampons .  It is amazing how little about tampons you guys know of. I wasn't grossed out o...

Call me asshole.... one more time..... School was never ending as usual. After school, I went to Capsquare to watch Hancock. The concept of the whole superpower thing reminds me of the Blue Bloods book. Apparently Nurul, my sister and I were not the only CBNers there. The cinema was also full of Johanians. I totally forgot that since its wednesday, the ticket price is only RM6. No wonder everyone was there. The movie wasn't the greatest movie of the summer. It was OK. The thing that frustrated me the most was that they cencored the word ASSHOLE a lot. The word asshole is used a lot in the movie because Hancock is technically an asshole. It just ruins the whole scene when they cut it out. Maybe I'll watch HellBoy 2 next week. And I can't wait for the Dark Knight ! Heath! I got his number today. Finally.... All this time I was capable of getting his number if I actually made a little effort. So now I have no idea what to do with it. Should I call? You tell me... Chou

You turn the temperature hotter  'Cause I'm burnin' up  Burnin' up  For you baby  Today was like a complete waste of time in school. We barely learned anything thanks to the never ending absence of teachers. I sat next to Nys today.  It was fun becase she's like a smarty pants and she can explain stuff that I don't understand.  Bio was like a snore fest for me. Miss F asked to explain the process of double fertilisation but she kept interupting me every 2 sentences. I went to school with my Juicy sweater and now its all wet and stained. Mum would kill me is she found out that the sweater is in a dirty state right now.  We didn't get to have our special picnic today because there was no free time to do it. Maybe we'll have one tomorrow. I hope we can slot some eating/bonding time during the periods where the teachers are M.I.A. I had a weird encounter with a guy at the Dang Wangi station today. I was watching Clueless in my Ipod when this guy came up and...

In Rome, do what the Romans do. Even if its their choice of footwear.  School was spent organizing a breakfast buffet at the back of the class in the middle of the morning. Everyone got out there foods brought from home, laid them out for all to eat. It was like a freaking picnic, all of us sitting on the floor chatting and dipping our nuggets in chilli sauce. The funny part was when Hanan hollered 'cikgu datang!' and all of us scrambled to get up and hide all the delicious evidence. It was simply hilarious. Afterwards I had a bad case of gastric and was mostly in pain throughout the day.   Finally affer school, I got my shoes and now I'm flat broke . I think my purchase this afternoon was my biggest investment on footwear, using my own money since 2005. It didn't have the colour that I wanted but it was a good buy. I absolutely love the design and I am so wearing it to cheer comp.  I'm not the type that has to follow the 'IT thing of the season' trend ...

Stiletto, I look at it more as an attitude as opposed to a high-heeled shoe.   -Lita Ford- This weekend was spent with my mum. She wasn't in a good mood so my sister and I tried our best to do everything she said. We went shopping at KLCC last saturday. My mum didn't want to waste petrol so we took the LRT from Kelana Jaya. A cute malay guy who was hanging around a bunch of Japanese tourist was sitting in front of us. The way he talked Japanese reminded me of Nurul. It was adorable. I was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans that my sister found at the bottom of my closet. Apparently in belonged to my mum, once upon a time. I could never imagine her wearing skinny jeans. I wore it with my mum's sky high Charles Keith peep toe shoes that has been sitting in the corner of the shoe rack for a very long time. It needed some love while I needed some height. KLCC was packed full of people thanks to the 3 day sale at Isetan. If you're a member there, prices could drop even fur...

And by the way, your lip gloss is so not glossy anymore. So I slept at 2 yesterday because I was watching Camp Rock . Finally!!! The story is like way way better than HSM and HSM 2 combine. My sister and I were swooing over Joe from start to finish. We both looked like 2 overly lusted teenagers. God that smile of his!! Makes me want to have an adorable boyfriend that can play the guitar and sing Gotta Find You to me all the time. Nothing interesting happened at school today. Zoey and Nurul tried on their newly printed shirts. They look awesome. I absolutely love mine. I'm currently thinking of other mean and sarcastic things to say on my shirt. Maybe I'll start collecting statement t-shirts from now on.  Zoey said she bought a statement t-shirt at The Curve. It says 'I only look innocent' at the front. Its a cool statement but it would not suit me because I look mean and I am mean. Zoey looks like a freaking angel but she's secretly mean. It would be more appropi...

You're the missing piece I need Today was sort of fun. It wasn't as loud in class as it use to be. The first half of the day was spent doing nothing except reading story books. Then after recess, we made soap in chemistry. Instead of red colored soap, ours was pink.  Daddy wasn't around so we spent the last 2 periods doing the analysis for add maths. My marks pissed me off like hell for some reason. I went home with Mia to try to calm myself down. In the end I end up sitting at the Dang Wangi station, reading the latest Kate Brian until 2.15. In the LRT back home, there was a bunch of johanians with odd attitudes. I was too pissed off to even look at them. But they kept saying things out loud like they have  a problem with me reading in the train. Strange bunch of males they are.  Chou 

You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find To fix the puzzle that I see inside Painting all my dreams the color of your smile When I find you I'll be alright So its been almost 2 weeks since my last blog. I haven't had much time plus my computer was down for a while last week. So here's a small recap of all the interesting things I have done that I can remember. 2 weekends ago, I went to OU with my sister and Zoey to find t-shirts. Props to Zoey for introducing me to Paddington House of Pancakes . I absolutely love pancakes now. We saw a lot of hot guys for some reason, which was a good thing for me. Get Smart was hilarous and Anne's wardrobe was gorgeous. We then went to Hartamas Square to eat. God I miss that place! Intervensi sucked like hell. I hate those random exams. Last week after the add maths paper, Nurul, my sister and I watched Wanted at Pavie. It was gruseome and there was lots of blood and gore in that movie. I loved it. I think Anjelina make...