Shana's Burn Book

The words OMG & WTF are going on and on in my head like a recording So after writing my blog last night, I continued through the pages of Revelations . Towards the end, the OH MY GODs were plastered in my head. Then I started cussing a lot. The ending as usual was shocking, sad and yet maddening. How could Schuyler do that? How could Jack react like that? This is so not the ending I wanted! It was an ending I did not expect at all! I'm damn mad! I was mad all night. I was rolling around in my bed thinking about the happy chapters at the beginning which turn dark in the end. I finally was able to rest my eyes at around 4.30. How could they? This is way more complicated and frustrating than the Twilight series! This story takes forbidden love into a way higher level. I'm not fucking kidding! WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF.WTF! OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG! Chou

There is no denying that Jack Force is the hottest vampire ever Yesterday I had the chance to meet up with Nurul after a month of separation. We went gallivanting around KL and watched Underworld: Rise of the Lycans . The movie is so awesomely grotesque. I was fortunate enough to get some very lavish souvenirs from her which included an early birthday present that I adore so much. I was literally freaking out when I denuded the pink and brown box. With Nurul back, I feel all giddy again cause I have my best friend back where I can call her whenever I have good news and ask her out whenever I'm bored at home. The other present she brought back was the book I have been waiting 2 years for, Blue Bloods: Revelations . When I got home that night, I went straight to sleep even though it was only 9.30pm. I suddenly woke up at 11.30pm and made myself finish reading Masquerade (to refresh my memory of the story plot) Nurul warned me that the plotline for Revelations would freak me out and s...

School is over! Whats the problem? I got news from my sister that our prom which was held last year was discovered by the school authorities. Our principle announced it during assembly. She said that if we were to plan a party, we should do it together with the school. Then she said that the last school she became principle at, they had their prom with the school's help. It was an all girls school and they had the prom without any boys. Where's the fun in that? Boring gila sial! Plus all of us has finished school, we're not bounded to them anymore. So the party has nothing to do with the school. Its a party for studenta who left the school that year. Seriously, if we had the prom with the school's knowing, it would be a disaster . All we do is sit down and eat. No DJ, no performances, no Bunkface . Plus think of all the rules. Our dresses must be decent which means no sleeveless and nothing above the knee. Baik pakai baju kurung je! God the whole point of doing prom wi...

If you want to get a life, play the game of life Firstly I want to wish Happy Birthday Hanan! You're legal now babe! So a bunch of us went to Hanan's crib to hang out today. After successfully abandoning a battlefield at home, I made it to Setiawangsa where Fifa picked me up. She has this new short hair cut with streaks of gold in them. It makes her look cute. On the way to Hanan's house which is located in the depths of Ampang, Fifa and Rafa asked me about prom. I told them it was hot. Then as people's names started popping up, criticism instantly overflowed the conversation. When we got to Hanan's house, I felt guilty that I didn't get her anything. Sorry babe! I didn't have time to go buy your present. We all then ate brunch, a meal consisting of a somewhat sour spagetthi. But it was still delicious though. Around the table, our old habits crept out. Hanan, Fifa and Arynna started talking about korean shows and songs. Then our gossip session started. Al...

I miss playing this song on Guitar Hero The addictive guitar riff on this song seared through out Forever 21 that Friday evening. But the voice that sang the first verse sounded different and at the same time oddly familiar. I recognize that voice after a few seconds and realized it was Fergie. Barracuda by the band Heart is one of my favorite old school rock songs. I love playing it on Guitar Hero because the guitar riff is so hot! The version with Fergie is awesome. Give it a listen. Chou

Big Bang! Don't get too excited.  You guys know so well that I take music seriously. I'm a big analyzer and when I listen to a new song or artist, I would evaluate the lyrics, the beat, the harmony and the overall compilation of the song.  Since SPM ended I listened to the same 35 songs that are able to fit my phone memory. Most of the songs are hip-hop songs cause after prom I had a thing for heavy beats and with my new earphones, I could clearly hear all those thumping beats.  To sum up my taste of music, I like to listen to well engineered songs . You know, songs that have different beats which are mixed together harmoniously to create an almost hypnotic sound. For example: Muse- Time is running out Blake Lewis- Break anotha Lady Gaga- Poker face Paris Hilton- I want you Lately on MTV, they have been airing music from Japan and Korea . A couple of days ago, I stumbled upon a video which showed a bunch of hip-hop wannabes in baggy clothes following a tall lanky girl. Littl...

It only took a pair of gorgeous silver seashell encrusted sandals to make me broke again Walking down the endless marble floors of Pavie brought serenity to my head. Smelling the scent of expensive leather handbags and perfectly stitched cotton clothes made me love the mall even more. I put my style evolution to good use yesterday by wearing straight cut jeans, my favorite gray sweater dress and my black ballerina wedges. Top it off with some cherry gloss and a gold medallion around my neck, I never felt more comfortable. I arrived early to Pavie when Mira and Jiah were expected to arrive an hour later. Without another thought, I went straight to Charles & Keith . 15 minutes later I walked out of the store with a pair of silver metallic sandals and half my allowance gone.  Mira, Jiah and I ate at Pasta Mania and chatted about our current activities which include new jobs and lounging around the house. Plus our plans for the future and just for fun, we had some good gossip time.  Af...

This is such a surprise to me Sa last night I was watching The Daily 10 on E! and Catt announced that Jennifer Garner and Ben Affleck have finally named their second daughter that was born last week. I just hope they didn't give the child some weird name like what Gwen and Ashlee did to their offsprings. Poor kids! They announced that the name of the kid is Seraphina Rose Elizabeth Affleck.  I was surprised. At least thats what I assume I felt. Maybe it was more to shock. This is because whenever I'm creating a new character for my novel, I pick out their names according to their origin or I pick names that resemble their personality.  I stumbled upon the name Seraphina when I was searching a name for Tristan (he's in the 2nd book). Seraphina was categorized in the rare names category. But I fell in love with it because it had a beautiful meaning plus it sounded so angelic.  Seraphina Feminine form of the Late Latin name  Seraphinus , derived from the biblical word  seraph...

Are you the dominant one? So last night my sister and I started talking about relationships after a shock discovery about a certain someone that clarifies the fact that this is a small world. Let me break down the story without naming anyone in particular. Say there is this guy name john and he has a girlfriend name jane . John is a very good looking person and at first glance you would think he's a player. But the player fact makes him even more hot. Jane is also considered a beautiful girl but she is well known as a slut. Then john hooks up with jane. If you are not closely familiar with the 2 of them, you would think they were made for each other. But if you know that john is actually a very faithful person with a good heart, you are confuse by his girl of choice.  Then you ask john "do you know that she is a slut?" and to your surprise he says "yes"  His answer leaves you even more baffled and the first thing that enters your mind is  "He knows she...

I took notes and I think it is better to start saving now On Sunday after going to the Star education fair, my dad invited me to his friend's sister's wedding because my stepmom bailed out and there was an extra seat. I was too lazy to go but then my dad said that  "There might be some hot young blue blood hanging around there" With that I showered and got ready. I wanted to wear my simple pink batik baju kurung but my dad insisted that I wore something more glamorous. So I wore my gold modern baju kurung with intricate beading down the side that sometimes itches. Seeing my dad and grandfather dress up gave me an indication of how much of a big deal this wedding was.  The wedding was held at the grand ballroom at Shangri-La. There were photographers scattered outside the ballroom, taking pictures of all the datuks and datins. It was such a big deal when the VIP ( Perak royalty) arrived.  Apparently you are seated with people that you know. (It must have took them fore...

To post or not to post? That is the question! So technically I have already written 7 chapters of Salvation in Love. The first 4 are here with me now. I am currently reading through it. For some reason, it does not have the sam edge of writing that I had when I was writing the second book.  In my opinion, it's so amateur-ish. I am proud of some parts. This third novel is really taking a toll on my emotions. Thank god I have the music to drown into. Even though it is difficult because I don't have an Ipod.  So I'm asking you guys whether I should post the first chapter of Salvation in Love or not. You decide. Chou

The night before the 5th of January, my sister slept at 4.30am. Some people never change! So I'm at my grandma's house because my sister is back at school. I went back to school today to buy books for my sister. Stepping my foot in CBN again was sort of nerve racking. I am not a student there anymore which kind of freaks me out.  My sister's friends said hi to me and stuff,  complimented on the prom pictures and said how lucky I am that school is over. But deep down inside I miss going to school and hanging out with you guys.  The funny thing is my sister told me that most of the teachers referred to her as Aishah's sister. I hope the teachers don't think my sister is exactly like me cause we're totally different people. My sister is taking literature and I don't want Miss R to assume that her english is as fantastic as mine. Well my sister is good in english but seriously, its not as good as mine. Its like she suddenly has the pressure to live up to my lega...

I still want to be a fashionista, no matter what I just came back from a midnight mamak outing with my mum and sister. We sort of had a mother-daughter bonding time. It's rare because the only similar topic I could discuss with my mom is topics about my grandma and topics about my sister's never ending boy rampage. But tonight we discussed about people's impression towards me. I don't know why the subject pointed to my direction. Yeah I know that people's first impression towards me involves the word snob , arrogant and most prominently bitch . My mum thinks that the way I dress also contributes to the negative impression. She says I dress to old for my age with my 4 inch heels and my dark outfits. Seriously, I have been thinking about my fashion sense. I don't feel as sophisticated as I once felt when I choose my attire. I feel self conscious and I feel like I wanna rip my clothes off sometimes. Its like the heels and manhattan chic tops don't have the gli...

2009 Last night we all went out to dinner at the Puteri Restaurant. I have heard that its suppose to be a very famous place to eat. When we arrived, the place was practically empty. The menu consist of traditional malay dishes. I was sort of sad and frustrated the whole time because I wasn't spending my New Year with my friends. The only good part about that dinner was the dessert. It was thing sagu dish with coconut milk and brown sugar. I have never heard of that delicacy but I love it now. Then we went to The Curve . Finally my mum let us go. But my sister being the blind person that she is did not see the digital camera that was inside the camera bag. Way to go sis! My stepdad allowed us to bring the DSLR camera but my mum refuse. Honestly, I was dressed to go out to a fancy dinner. When we arrived at the Curve, I felt like the oldest dressed person there and I'm only 17. It seem like the whole place was filled with people wearing checkered shirts . I know its in style and ...