Shana's Burn Book

It's supposed to be some give and take I know But you're only taking and not giving anymore So I can safely say that I’m a big time analyzer . When I want to, I can simply look at something and not just bask on how it looks but dwell even deeper into it. It’s the color, the smell, the texture and even if the object brings back a certain memory.  Objects are easy to analyze, plus it gives me a different view of that particular thing. Human beings however are very interesting subjects to analyze. It’s the little things they do, the way they speak, the body languages they conduct and the way they respond that makes a person different. It makes everyone one in a million . I have to admit, being an analyzer is fun, but sometimes being one pushes you to become a borderline paranoid person . When you start to over think, simple little nothings can become non-existent potential somethings. Believe me, that’s bad.  When it comes to people, there are always 2 sides. Intentions ...

Your shimmy shook my bones Leaving me stranded all in love on my own Do you think of me? So here are a few movies that I find interesting. They may come out a lil later in the year but the anticipation is always awesome. BTW, I'm not gonna post those famous movies that you already know about, the ones where the trailers would be constantly played before a movie starts in the cinema. So here are a couple of alternatives. As usual, all you have to do is click the movie title and it will lead you to the trailer. Movie: One Day Starring: Anne Hathaway, Jim Sturgess & Patricia Clarkson Storyline: It's the story about the anniversary of the first day they met for the next 20 years of their lives.  Movie: The Three Musketeers Starring: Logan Lerman, Orlando Bloom, Juno Temple & Milla Johovich Storyline: The re-adaptation of the original musketeers with an extra twist and way hotter men. Movie: The Immortals Starring: Henry Cavill, Mickey Rourke, Isabel Lucas & Fr...

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed Cause you broke all your promises So people generally go through a rebellious phase . That phase is varied between people. It might be experimenting on your sexual orientation, starting to defy most of your parents’ wishes, not going to college or getting jiggy with every motherfucker you can tap.  I always thought that most people do it because they are trying to fill a hole inside of them. They do it because they wanna suppress the black hole that is sucking in all their sanity. So acting out is the best way from most people’s point of view.  But I realized that sometimes people do it because they are lost . There are all these principles in life and we here was is good and what is bad. But how do we actually know if its true unitl we try it out for ourselves. It's about learning our limits and seeing how strong or weak we can be. Rebellion is not done to go against our parents or the society. It's to go against ou...

I wish I could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Ok let me tell you the definition of cute from my point of view. Cute is generally associated with adorable things that make you all warm and fuzzy inside. It’s like looking at furry kittens or babies. But when I say something is cute, I don’t mean it like the general definition.  Now this baby is fucking cute :)  When I say something is cute, it means I like that something. It means that whatever I said is cute amuses me or attracts my attention in somewhat of a big way. When I see a killer 4 inch stiletto and say it’s cute, I mean to say that I like it and that it would possibly look good on me.  When I go up to a guy and says that his shirt or laugh is cute means that I find it attractive and amusing. So I’m not mocking you gay when I say that men are cute. I’m not trying to emasculate you or strip you off your pedestal of ego...

And I ain't got a thing to hide,  Despite my reputation,  Did I mention that I feel this first semester in UiTM seems to pass so fast ? It feels like yesterday that I was unpacking to live inside the dorms. It seems like yesterday that I endured my first harrowing and vexed Kesatria meeting. It seems like yesterday I was choosing which of my classmates that I would want to be in the same group with when it comes to team presentations. Everything feels like freaking yesterday.  I walked out of the exam hall an hour and a half early while everyone was still scribbling the last pieces of vital information of their essays; I felt this surge of peace that my psychology paper was over. But a sense of tranquility due to the fact that my first semester is over never fully sank.  Now thanks to my bitch Sila’s early departure from the hall as well, I’m back in the dorms of my half empty room. It feels weird that I’m taking down the clippings on my white board, to pack ...

In a minute now, we're still holding it down Butterflies every time you come around To feel significant again. Man it’s a refreshing feeling. Just when I was starting to avoid men cause the ones around me were causing drama, I discovered once again why I love the opposite sex in the first place.  HUGS!  Not much action was done; I didn’t even have to put much effort. They saw the frustration in my expression and the sad pouting of my lips and before you know it, warm muscular arms were opened for my happiness. That night, it wasn’t just one pair of arms, it was like six .  For some strange reason though, it didn’t help me in my frustration. They tried to help with their warmth and concern , emanating through their embrace but I didn’t fully heal. Which is sad cause during a normal day, I would have enough fuel from those hugs to last me a week.  I have to say, I enjoyed those embraces. I enjoyed being treated as a girl, letting them see my fragile side...

These are the scars deep in your heart This is the place you were born And this is the hole where most of your soul comes ripping out From the places you've been torn   So as many concerts as I've been to, Switchfoot knocked it out of the park. It was worth every penny I spent to buy those front seat tickets because I stood in a position where I was 10 feet away from the mic stand that Jon Foremen sang on. And even though there were a couple of black headed people in front of me, their heads parted in crooked way to allow me to see directly into those pale eyes of the lead singer. I need not jump nor tip toed because I had the perfect view . To every word intertwined beautifully with an epic melody, I just stood there and smiled . I came, I saw, I heard, I felt and I smiled. It was the most amazing feeling in the world. I know it's impossible but I felt like he was singing directly to me. It's like no one else was there and their music was my safe little h...

She might be my lover She makes me want no other Indulging in the beats of : Already Taken by Trey Songz Chou