Shana's Burn Book

I'll need a little more luck than a little bit Coz' everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit  And everytime that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by So i doubt we're going into finals. I mean 3 dramas with the same theme is absurd. What we lack was originality.... Which class T had a lot of. I wonder how different would it be if we used my prom script. I still wonder.... Its very flattering to hear a couple of people say it would be great if we used my script.   But it doesn't matter because teacher chose the other script.  I loved my characer like it was my baby. I embraced it like I was Alexis Stone. I was mean, vain, headstrong and bitchy. I was pissed off the whole day. Pissed off to see one by one how awesome the other dramas were. Then came the incident of our teacher walking out on us.  Seriously today is by far the worst friday of the year. I might seem like i've moved on but deep down inside i still imagine myself in the red...

Bite the dust Trust me, anything you can do I can do better than you Bite the dust I am so overly excited and nervous about tomorrow!! We have been practicing our ass off! I do not know if performing second is either good or bad. I just want to see the dramas from other classes. When we were waiting for the radio, i hanged out with the other girls who were practising and discovered that they were as tensed up as us. Well except for class T. They look and sound so confident.  Yu Wern told us that we would finish by 5 but she rapped it up at 4. So Nish, Marz, Yuwy and I had some time to chat and gossip about all the stuff that has been happening at school. You know, selling your body, losing your virginity, life before CBN and many more other explicit stories.... I went back with Nish and discovered a lot of things about her. We had a very interesting conversation. NISH: I was kind of surprise when you told me you didn't have a boyfriend. I thought you would because you are so...

Bad boys are driving me crazy,  Oh, so you can try to save me from love, But I rather have that he's chains and handcuffs, Make me his prisoner, I got Rafa's Ipod today and got addicted to a song by Nicole Scherzinger called Super Villain. The lyrics are somewhat dirty (see above). I am so going to go through her whole playlist because we have the same taste in music. There was sukantara today. I am so frustrated that i didn't pass lompat jauh. God, I could have so got that 2 marks!!! But at least i got 7 out of 8 which is an accomplishment to me. But with the high marks from the form 5 pauline girls, we still are in last place among all houses. Its dissapointing to know that your last year here and we're going to emerge last. Stupid... Damn the form 3 for doing a pathetic job! I can't wait for drama this friday!! I know i have been bragging about drama since forever but it is a big deal to me. I really do wanna make it to the finals! We are all staying back tomo...

Dont know what you think you're doing to me, (Hey! Stripper, Hey! Stripper) Dont know what you see its getting to me, (Hey! Stripper, Hey! I wanna be your mister) Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na Na na, Na na, Na na, Na na, Na So today we had drama. We got the stage today for an hour, which was totally not enough. We only did 2 scenes when all together we have 4. I don't know how we are going to get throught this in one peace. I mean, drama comp is this FRIDAY! After our stage time, we went to the creepy class next to 5P. We did other scenes but with no music. All of us ate spaghetti from the canteen. It wasn't the best i have eaten but it tasted ok. Some of the actors were acting like divas which pissed off a lot of people. For god sake, don't be so selfish! We all are gonna have to work togetehr if we're going to make this drama a success. A lot of people were trying on my Escada shades. Joey acted ou...

I wish what happen to syafiqah during forensics would happen to me. So today was the elocution day. My speech was the most stupid essay/speech i have ever written. It was about chcoclate and i did that topic because it was last minute and i was desperate. Only that night did i thought of way more interesting ideas like 'love & obsession' or 'addiction'. why didn't i think of that earlier? In the library, i met Renee and Ainnura who used there forensics speech. Easy for them, they already memorized it! I think i didn't do so well. I was so nervous when i presented it. Honestly, i have been in a bad mood since this morning. When i arrived at school, it was worst. I do apologize to everyone if i was overly bitchy or something. I was a little calm when syafiqah told me about her crush at forensics. He flirtaciously whispered cute words to her in the auditorium. So not fair! Hanan and i were completely swept off our feets when we heard it. God, i want it to ...

ShangriLa Hotel has the best dessert table in Kuala Lumpur. Period. So yesterday, my family and i went to ShangriLa for lunch. I had to a wear a tudung as usual because my cousin was there. I didn't mind because i was 80% positive there would not be anyone i know there.  The food there was fantastic! They had everything from italian, western, chinese, indian, japanese and so much more. I was in gourmet food heaven. But the best thing was the dessert table.  They prepared a whole section for the dessert. It was unbelievable. There was a 4 tier chocolate fountain. Beside it was an assorments of fruits and marsmallows on sticks so you could dip it threw the fountain.  The most obvious thing there was the chocolate. I was in a chocolate fantasy world. I seriously have never seen that much of chocolate in my life. It was everywhere. Here are the list of chocolate desserts that i ate chocolate creme brulee chocolate pudding chocolate cheese cake chocolate sponge cake chocolate dipped str...

You could not imagine how I felt that time So my cousin is at home with me today. Its so much fun to have her back. She introduce me to a lot of new songs cause her and I have the same taste in music. Well minus hip hop. She hates it. I almost can't live without those hard thumping beats. I saw the Step Up 2 trailer yesterday and could not believe how adorable Robert Hoffman is. He looks so different from his 'she's the man' days. I now officially think he's cute. Plus he's an awesome dancer. Who knew a guy like that can actually dance hip hop? So after watching the trailer, i downloaded half the step up 2 soundtrack. Those hip hop songs are so addictive. Especially a song from Enrique Iglesias called PUSH. Channing Tatum only did a small cameo in the movie but i still wanna watch it! So today, i went to KLCC with my grandparents and cousin. Since my cousin is around, i automatically have to wear a tudung. At arrival, there were so many people there. ...

Giuchie, Giuchie, ya ya dada (Hey hey hey)  Giuchie, Giuchie, ya ya here (here)  Mocha Chocalata ya ya (oh yea)  Creole lady Marmalade This is the song that made certain people climb on chairs and shake their booties out. It even almost killed someone with a ceiling fan. All and all Kongsi Raya party was full of energy as expected. Hard thumping hip hop music could be heard from our class easily. Everything from Britney Spears to Soho Dolls were played with Hanan's speaker.  PLOT The donuts were gone in seconds of arrival. Everybody was shocked and dissapointent at the sight of my Starbucks frappe. Hanan's cupcakes were a major hit.  From the way they were dancing, I assume Hanan, Fifa & Ilda were sugar high. We were all tired of waiting for the McDonalds to arrive.  For 15 minutes, a certain group of girls bacame vain and pretended to be a Billings girl. After all the fun, we still had to learn biology. There wasn't any spotcheck. The prefects fooled us. Eating cold b...

I was walking around Pavilion feeling like a Billings girl So as all my classmates know, i went to pavilion just now to buy all the stuff for tomorrow's party. I bought like 4 dozen JCo donuts. I assumed that since it is a weekday, there wouldn't be a long line. But i was wrong. It wasn't super long like on the weekends but there was still a line. Most of the people lining up are super rich people or 'datins' , prancing around all high and mighty with their Gucci totes. I had to admit that i was a little envious, especially to the daughters of those datins. They look so effortlessly stylish. With their skinny jeans worn with RM1200 marc jacob flats and RM6000 Prada hobo bags. There were some attractive sons of datins that were hot in their dishivelled armani jeans. Ass mantap! Believe me, with my hair tied up and my favorite black headband in place, i entered pavilion like a Billings girl. I felt so superior. Don't get me wrong but how many skinny, chic look...

Military boys may look stern but I have a feeling that they are secretly lecherous Seriuosly, it breaks my heart to see the dissapointing face of Miss Winnie today. I mean, she has so much faith in us and believes so hard that we can score our chemistry paper. But all of us have let her down and that makes me so guilty. I guess i'll try harder and next. (lets just pray that i do) Anyway, we had drama practice today as usual. For some reason, getting out Tiara & Ilda from puteri islam was kind of amusing. to bad we had to practice in a dingy/ creepy class room next to 5W. I think that place is haunted or something. Raja was very upset that we didn't go get her from library duty and she had to wonder around the school aimlessly looking for us. We are deeply sorry for that. I already bought the Simple Plan CD for Hanan and Sara. Now all i have to do is wrap Sara's CD. I bought purple wrapping paper cause she said her favorite color was purple this afternoon. You owe m...

Whatever, oatmel is good for health and it reduces cholestrol. Plus i am so hungry! So i just got back from school. Tons of homewrok to be done. - rewrite buku pemahaman (It wasn't your fault cikgu. It's no big deal) - skill practice for add maths. - bio holiday homework and mind maps of previous chapters. - powerpoint presentation for biology. - bina ayat for bahasa - transformation exercises for math - write elocution speech for english week So much work and yet here i am, in front of the computer. I think i so in love with this MAC computer. I even adore staring at it. Its so white and sophisticated. I am also currently downloading the 5th season of One Tree Hill  on my laptop. I can't wait to watch the very delicious Chad Michael Murray. Those abs!! After koko today, which was completely boring by the way. I mean, why did i enter the magazine club anyway? Oh because you don't have to do anything and you still get points. So i guess, i thoght i could do my homework...

All right people, its official, i screwed up my test and the hopes of getting high marks are slim to none. There you go. I said it. I'm a failure.  The tests were fucked up. I am going to get a lot of shouting. especially from my psycho dad who i am not talking to thanks to the argument we had last week. Whatever old man! God he is driving me bananas every single day. If you think the tests are over so that means the trouble is over, well you guessed wrong. The other trouble is the results. Mine will be very very low, i assure you. Well except for English. Now all we gotta do is continue our studies so we don't fuck up SPM. I am sort of shocked that my one and only ' McSteamy' has skin cancer. I so hope he doesn't die. If he did, i would so cry. I went to OU with Nurul the other day and we had so much fun. We watched jumper and hayden christensen is so smoking. god bless him!!! I am still so excited about drama and also the class party!!!! Hanan and Fifa, we ...

School holidays, baby!!! Let's Party! Not! So chinese new year break is here and there is absolutely no happiness in the air. All i can sense is the taste of depression and pressure. Who's idea was it to have the first text exactly after the holidays? I pity the chinese people, they have to celebrate their lunar new year with a book in their hands. I heard it all from Joey & Bree. I have at least 6 and half days to study for the first test and yet here i am, in front of my new MAC computer typing my thoughts away. The internet people finally fixed the internet problem so now i have internet access 24/7!!! now there is one reason to be happy. A painful story to share. When i came back from school just now i went straight to the computer room to watch Grey's Anatomy on DVD. I was blissfully sitting down, waiting for the computer to turn on when the chair that i was sitting on broke! It broke into a 4 pieces and the side of my ribs hit the unused CPU that was place...

Ok, the first day of school is way over due but hey, i'm still typing! As usual our homework is increasing day by day. Essays, graphs, lab reports and complicated math related equations that take up a lot of book space are part of our lives everyday. I kinda miss all the AJK shouting their lungs out saying "Oi korang! buku karangan bila nak hantar?!" "You guys, cepatlah hantar buku physics! nanti daddy marah" "Sila hantar buku chemistry sebelum pukul 10!" Those words of warning are considered normal in my hectic class. From the words of our class teacher, we have the most 'diligent, responsible and kind hearted' class monitor. the funny thing is, last year i always copied her book when i didn't finish my work. but this year, J is copying my math book instead. I don't mind, it's just funny. H and F are officially by new bitches. Our assistant monitor, A is halfway to getting promoted to the bitch position. H and F ha...