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Whats worst? Being left behind or forgotten?

The only thing that I am proud of today was that I got to hold one kick ass camera and the fact that I got the chance to shout the words "pout for me baby pout!!! Smile, smile, smile!!!! Chin up and smile!!" I was pissed of because we didn't have our group photo today. We've been planning this day since before the exams and then suddenly everyone turned slothful. WTF?

I got some pretty good pictures from pretty complicated angles. Some of the candid photos were awesome and I am so proud of Joey and Alin's class captain and co-captain photo. They look so adorable in that photo. Plus the picture that Qissy took of me sitting in the middle of our empty class was great. Do send it to me Fifa! and thanks Qissy! It was like the one of the only pictures that was taken of me. 

So since I was pissed of after school, I walked home alone. I didn't want to show my bitchy sarcastic side to anyone. Thank god I had my Ipod to calm me down. When I arrived at the Dang Wangi station, I spent some time there to watch the latest episode of One Tree Hill on my Ipod. I knew my driver was off for friday prayers so there is no point arriving at Damai at 1.45pm.

After a couple of trains pass, I decided to catch one at 1.55pm. I was meticulously watching my Ipod when I entered the train. Little did I know that just of a couple seats down was Tanner. I was in a bad mood already and I just had to meet him since the last incident. I know I totally got over Tanner some time ago. But honestly, those first few second when I looked at his face, there was that painful sense of feeling.

My answer to the question above is being forgotten. When you get left behind, you have a chance to catch up but when you're forgotten, its different. I make one hell of a first impression when I meet a girl but it complicated when it comes to boys. Apparently my bitchiness is highlighted when I meet a girl for the first time but boys never see my mean personality. Its sort of odd. 

The great thing was that Tanner was with that skank Y. There was no reason for me to be mad because technically he's not my property. He doesn't even remember me!!! But still... there was that feeling of 'what could have been' because Tanner is a very likeable guy.

I already watched the final episode of Gossip Girl. It wasn't as interesting as the other episodes. It was sort of lacking something. But let me tell you, the part between Chuck and Blair was so cute and funny. Plus the new guy is so smoking....

Chuck: You know, they say if you love something, you should set it free.
Blair: Ugh! They say when you hate something, you should slam the door in its face.

Happy Holidays you guys!!

Chou

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RODLOSE said…
aawwww..ur welcome:)
May 28, 2008 at 11:03 AM
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