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Vexed & Infuriated

What the fuck is happening to this world?

FYI- totally pissed off right now to the point where I would gladly strangle someone to death. I feel like punching the god damn wall but I need my hands for exams next week. Surprisingly my anger is not caused by my grandparents. Well at first it started off that way but it wasn't enought to make me go insane!

Ok, lets start off with todays events. School was depressing. I got so many unexplained negative vibes from certain people. I am sick of listening to my best friend constantly talking about her beloved boyfriend. For once I want a conversation which does not involve those 2 bastards. 

They they told me that if I had a boyfriend, I would constantly talk about my beloved boyfriend too. I was about to tell them the fact that I have never, not even once talked about Malenka to them . But then I refrained myself because they are oblivious with the relationship between me and him. Plus I want to keep it that way.

Mia showed me a book this afternoon. Its like a guide for teenage girls. It has a very riveting chapter on sex. It shows slangs for diferrent word like cum or the big O for orgasm and stuff like that. The interesting part was the section about masturbation. I swera to god it was so complete and full of detail. I laughed reading it. Maybe I should borrow it one day. 

When I got home, my sister was busy doing her stupid song with her friend. She used the internet all night editing that fucked up song for the PKPKSM thing. I told her I wanted to use the computer at 11 but she wasn't finished and when I told her to fuck off, she just ignored me and replied that she had important things to be done.

WTF? My english homework is more bloody important that that shitty song!!! Now
 I have to stay up late to finish it! Babi pantat punye perempuan! satu malam ada masa nak buat tapi dok sibuk chatting ngan kawan! Kerja tak buat! Pastu nak marah-marah aku plak! Cibai betul la!

Chou

Comments

TE said…
wow!!chill la babe. u're sooo piss huh?? no wonder u mcm xtido tadi. chill la. don't get so tense! :)
Anonymous said…
relax my dear ;D i like the way you ended the post. bahasa malaysia is right for saying harsh things ;D

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