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What is freedom of expression? Without the freedom to offend, it ceases to exist.

I seriously felt like this whole week was a waste of time at school. The only class where we actually learned something today was Physics. I gave like 80% of my attention to daddy.  I know that if I gave 100, I would have fallen into slumber in 3 minutes flat. 

The morning was spent reading the newspaper and anticipating the answers for my survey. The amount of honesty written in my BA is incredible. We had fun laughing and joking about each others' answers. Especially the answers from question number 4 which is "do you plan to keep your virginity until you get married?" A lot of unconditional answers came up.

During the prefect election, I only voted like 5 people. Most of them use to go to primary school with me and have worked under me when I was a prefect. I couldn't care less about the others. There was also a weak moment in class when I got tempestuous because I decided to pick up the New Moon book and read it. I totally underestimated how amorous the ending was. 

Surprisingly today, ethics and morality were in heated debate. Its like someone brought an empty pillow case and we were allowed to fill it up with callous veraciouness. It was a liberating feeling to let it go especially with your best friends. We rarely do this kind of pep talk but this time, benevolence went straight out the window. But we still did it with grace and judiciousness.

I strongly believe that you should not let criticism define who you are. Stop being such spineless wimp and suck it up. I knew I grew up in a world of bitches, whores and skanks. But I did not know that there is a percentage of those people who still act like a bunch of  overly puerile 2nd graders. 

Chou

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