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New Moon

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?

So I thought i got over my infatuation of the Twilight movie amd most in particular Edward Cullen. But after opening Tiara's blog page and seeing Robert Pattinson's gorgeous visage at the top, the craving feeling of wanting more starts to build up.

After showering this morning, I listened to my Ipod. I put in on shuffle and the song that came up was Missing by Evanescence. That brought back so much New Moon memories. All of you know that I obsess when it comes to music. So when I read New Moon back in form 2, I needed songs to accomodate my reading. 

There were 2 songs that embodied the sad sacrificial self angry feeling of the book. It was Missing by Evanescence and Distance by Faktion. I fell so deep into the book and stupidly let myself feel all the emotions Bella felt. 

The song that got to me was Endless Summer by Ashlee Simpson. When I read the last chapter of Eclipse and listened to that song at the same time, it was the most painful feeling. I felt so sad. I even grieved for 3 days. Everytime I do hear that song, I still feel that deep sorrowful feeling. Other songs that suit the books-

  • Vertical Horizon- Everything you want 
  • The Used- I caught fire
  • Hinder- Better than me
The interviews on the cast of Twilight at YouTube are awesome. Could Robert be any more dazzling? Someone save me! Here are the videos

Comments

TE said…
hahaha same as u! im fucking addicted to the twilight series including the movie! for the whole week, i've been searching and downloading anything that are related to the movie and the books. DAMN!!! hahaha i can't wait for the movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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