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Infatuation

I want to go shopping.

Since its friday, i have an excuse to be lazy for one night. I'm so gonna hit the TV later tonight. So lately this past 2 weeks, I have been infatuated with my hair. I don't know why but ever since I used that coconut moisteriser on my head, my curls look so luscious. 

Mira has complimented my hair 3 times this week. I didn't respond to it enthusiastically because I'm not use to getting beauty compliments. But honestly, i was beaming inside. I keep wondering what my hair would look like if it was longer. I'll need to wait another year to see the end results. 

Trials is this week. My answer on the komsas part in the BM paper was pathetic. I'll be lucky if I get 5/15 at that part. Today was the english paper and for some unidentified reason, I did not do the "Children are more brand conscious these days." Everyone thought I was definitely going to do that one. But I end up writing the "changes" essay. Its a story and in my point of view, its fatuous. But hey I am Melancholic. Read below to understand. 

Melancholic is the personality of an individual characterized by black bile; hence a person who was a thoughtful ponderer had a melancholic disposition. Often very kind and considerate, melancholics can be highly creative - as in poetry and art - but also can become overly pre-occupied with the tragedy and cruelty in the world, thus becoming depressed. The temperament is associated with the season of fall (dry and cold) and the element earth. A melancholic is also often a perfectionist, being very particular about what they want and how they want it in some cases. This often results in being unsatisfied with one's own artistic or creative works and always pointing out to themselves what could and should be improved.

Chou


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