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Affects of a Personality

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Heads up! I am emotionally uncaring. 

So after a midnight mamak supper with my dad, my sister and I couldn't sleep due to the caffiene and sugar overload. (never eat a bar of Snickers before bed). Instead we ended up talking about our personalities and how people react to it. 

My sister said that i'm emotionally uncaring. That means if you come to me with a big problem, I'm not gonna be able to help you out the way that you want. Seriously! When people start crying or something, I will not be able to conjure up anything that would make that person  feel better. I could listen to your problems, but don't expect any heart warming advices. 

If you want the cold hearted truth, then that comes for free. I would most probably tell you something that might hurt but in the end its the logical truth. I'm not the kind that hides behind heartful but fatuous useless words. If things are screwed up then I'm gonna frankly say "Things are not gonna be okay". I won't hide it just to make you feel better.

This uncaring trait makes me an unapproachable person. You guys don't come to me when it comes to pouring out your hardships. I get that but that does not make me a heartless person. Really, I'm not. My sister even added that this trait contributes to the fact that I don't have many friends. (when you really think about it, she does make sense)

But there is a trait my sister doesn't have that I do. I'm physically caring. Which translate to: I like to caringly give or do things physically. For example-

  • If I have extra money, I would love to buy you guys a candy bar or a Thomas Kemper.
  • If you look a little pale, I would drag you to the toilet and let you borow my make-up
  • If you like a certain guy, I would give you flirting tips 
  • If we had a sleepover, I would love to curl or style your hair.

These little things makes me believe that I have some good in me. I don't know if you guys ever experience my physical care, but I really hope you do. Maybe the physical care trait makes you guys thinks that its cool to have this bitch around once in a while. :)

So i'm sorry if you call me up one day with an emotinal downpour and I can't respond to it. I'll try my best to tell you at the end of the conversation how sorry I am that I couldn't help. But believe me when I say that I do care about it. 

Indulging my ears with: No worries by Simon Webbe

Chou

Comments

Mia Jaye said…
i know you too well, babe. haha. this post didn't suprise me at all. and i love you just the way you are :D
May 4, 2009 at 12:48 PM
Shafiqah Shafie said…
yeap its true..u're a physically caring type of babe.
kudos!
May 5, 2009 at 12:41 PM
blah said…
I'd prefer hearing the cold truth than people telling me lies to make me feel good bout myself..
cause then I'm just living in a world of lies

so don't worry
I'm your friend =)
May 26, 2009 at 5:28 AM
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