The Reason for No More

I should have never let you have my heart
You made me not want to feel again
Made me scared to open up

But now I'm better off

Have you eve experience letting someone go? Someone that use to be close with you? Calling it breaking up would be such a general statement cause sometimes that person could be your friend and not your GF/BF.

Have you ever had doubts about that awful decision? Thinking whether you did the right thing or not? When that happens, you go back to the reason you did it and the general reason would be because that person hurt me a lot or gave me bad memories that I had enough of.

But as you put those bad memories on the front line, you can't help feel somewhat painful inside. You wanna know where that torment comes from? You might be surprised but it comes from the good memories. You're stuck and you feel the agony because even though that person gave u bad memories, there is no denying that there were some good ones.

Now who in the world wants to erase good memories? Is it even possible? So you keep them and indirectly that person you just let go is still inside of you. And that hurts.

And tho think it all started with a damn REASON.

Here is something to try on. Instead of using the bad memories as a reason, think of it this way. Imagine the good and bad memories are on scale and the bad times out weigh the good. Maybe it will be less painful cause you're excepting the fact that the happy reminiscence are alive and it did happen. But at the same time you know that the bad times were frequent and you had enough.

It's not gonna be easy and it's gonna be agonizing but give it a try the next time you're in that position.

Indulging in the beats of : It's only life by Kate Voegele

Chou