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I see my reflection,
It's someone else,
I see your invention,
And not myself.

I know a lot of people who like to be noticed. They want to stand out and look interesting through another person's eyes. Some try to achieve that by wearing fancy clothes, having a cool hairstyle or wear interesting coloured make up.

I on the other hand prefer to be invisible. I could handle being alone, it doesn't bother me one bit. But it seems like I have such a recognizable face. I don't wear much make up, I have normal wavy hair and my clothes are pretty damn simple most of the time. But people easily recognize me. I don't know why and I sort of don't like it.

Inikah muka orang yang mahu menjadi invisible? Now who said invisible people can't be vain? :P
At Matrix, many lecturers recognize me. And I swear to God that it's not because of the fact that I was one of the few malay girls who didn't wear a tudung or the fact that I like to wear see-through baju kurungs. That caused a problem when it came to the times when I wanted to skip class or during the unfortunate days when I didn't do the work they gave me.

And today? I went to take my driving lessons. They somehow mixed up the instructors and I end up with a new instructor today, not the one that taught me previously. The last class, instructor A taught me for an hour. Then he had an emergency and had to leave so instructor B took over. I liked the style of instructor B so I told the clerk that I wanted to continue with him instead of the first one.

But when I got to class today, I got instructor C. I didn't say anything about it and just went with it. Then there was a time when my car was parked next to another car and I looked to the right to see instructor B. He lowered his window and asked me if everything was going smoothly. I mean the dude is the most sought after instructor in the academy and he must have taught thousands of learning drivers. But he recognized little old me. Why????

Now I'm being called the girl who changed instructors 3 times at that academy. All the instructors know about it. And I bet instructor C is just waiting for me to replace him. Ahahaha.

Indulging in the beats of : Overrated by Ashley Tisdale

Chou

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