Leggy Situation

All mah girls hit the dancefloor
I'm a get you drunk and make you lose control
Gotta arch your back, swing your hair
Just like that, I don't care
After here, I'm 'bout to take you home

So during the Paramore concert, I was opting to wear my new shorts with ripped leggings. Very grungy rockstar, ya know. But my mother hated it and said I looked like a homeless person. So you know what she did? She gave me the green light to wear my shorts without leggings.

That usually never happens. In usual cases, my sister and I would wear revealing things when we don't go out with her cause she's quite conservative when it comes to our way of dressing. But that night, she said it was ok so I left the house with bare legs.

Most of you don't know but I'm very self conscious about my legs. Yeah they are long and skinny but I grew up an active kid so the scars on my legs are something I don't like showing in public. But during the concert, I was like "Who cares? The place is gonna be dark so no one will see my legs." I also use that phrase when I wanna wear something short to go goyang with.

2 days after that, I went out with my best friend Nurul and boldly left the house with this tiny cute romper which hiked up all the way to my ass. It looked good on me but I was sort of worried when I was in the car on the way to Pavie.

I let it go over time. But everytime someone stares at me, I always have a feeling that person is looking at my legs. I'm excited to wear shorts and skirts but it takes a lot of guts to get me out of the house with it. I'm learning to get over it slowly. Learning to get over the fact that no one is perfect :)

Indulging in the beats of : Girls on the dance floor by Far East Movement

Chou