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Confessions of a Female Dog

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Do you?
Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful

So many of you know that I like to refer to myself as a bitch. Even though many have stated that I'm far from it, to a certain degree, I can see myself having bitchy outbursts. Being a bitch from my view is not having a very foul or insolent attitude. It's not being a two-face or backstabbing other people to embrace the spotlight.

No, being a bitch from my perspective is doing whatever the hell you want regardless of the consequences. It's doing shit for the fun of it and not caring what happens afterwards. Being outspoken and candor in conversations is one act of bitchiness. Fucking up other people's relationship for revenge is also an act of pure female cruelty.

You can act like a bitch, promote the fact you are one and spread your evilness to a whole nation but there is one thing a bitch should always stay true to. That is- whatever dastardly deed that you do, if shit comes back to you, SUCK IT UP. If you can't do this, don't call yourself a bitch. Buat malu je.

Like duh, if you have the guts to do bitchy activities, you have to have the guts to accept the backlash that comes with it. And seriously speaking, whining and crying over the bad things that you did doesn't make you a bitch. It makes you a baby. 

If you can't stand the heat, don't play with fire to begin with. You don't have to be overly proud when people start talking negatively, just brush it off. Always know when to walk away before creating a bigger scene.

Indulging in the beats of : Fuck you by Lily Allen

Chou

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