I'm awake in the infinite cold,
But you sing to me over and over again.
I learned over the pass year that in order for departure to be significant, you need to end things in one peace. That whole charade where you just pack up and run off without a single explanation, thinking that it's easier is total bullshit. You wanna know something? If you to choose to dissapear, in the long run, you're gonna discover that the memories you left so hastily behind will haunt you back.
Moving on and catching the first train to noproblemville might sound tempting but when you're sitting in that coach, drawing out the map for your new destination, you're gonna think back about all those unanswered questions and you're gonna regret.
I personally like explanations after a bad ass fight, preferably in the form of direct eye-to-eye contact. Not on the phone, bbm or facebook but through an actual meeting. Even if you decide to lie to me because you wanna get off easily, at least I had the time to say my piece. At least I get to hear something coming out of your mouth that might bring me to piece up the puzzle that already shattered.
But sometimes when shit already happens, anger has been expressed, apologies have been recited and time has helped in the forgetting process, things don't go back to normal. They can't because so much damage has been done. But at least I get that slither of justification.
No matter how much the reason hurts, its better to feel it and move on. Rather than wonder about it for a long time. So be a matured individual by not taking the easy way out and talk. You can take the next train the morning.
Indulging in the beats of : Only Hope by Switchfoot
Chou
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