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Confusions of a Single Person

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Well I'm so above you,
And its plain to see,
But I came to love you anyway.

So it is never an odd feeling being with a bunch of people who are in relationships and I'm the only one who's single. I can handle that kind of shit without getting depressed or feeling sorry for myself. But sometimes there are certain situations where the single oriented mind find confusing.

I was in a place where because of the fact that I'm single, I could not comprehend a certain problem that couples go through. The situation is this- So you and your lover made some plans. One of you fucked up and the plan did not work out. Which mean you guys did not get to see other and execute whatever that you were planning to do. So on the day where the plan was suppose to happen, one of you decided to go out because the plan was canceled and you had nothing to do either way.

Then your other half gets pissed because you went out and had fun on the day of your canceled plan.

Why is that? Where is the root of that anger coming from? So does this mean that in a situation like that, I am suppose to sit at home and drown myself in a pool of regret just because the plan did not happen? Is that what I'm suppose to do?

I can't go out and have a lil bit of fun because you are not having some fun? Is there a confidential rule that states when a plan between couples is canceled, we both have to dig a hole of despair and lie in it together?

Yeah I just don't get that. If plans didn't go through, new ones can be made. Sometimes shit does not work out and it does not matter who was at fault. But to feel sorry for your sake when I have the opportunity and not to mention prerogative to be happy is something I can't accept.

And they all said to me that evening "You're not in a relationship, Sha... You wouldn't understand. You'll get it when you have a boyfriend."

But if its not logical now that I'm single, what makes everyone think that its gonna magically turn logical when I'm in a relationship?

Indulging in the beats of : Lonely Boy by The Black Keys

Chou

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Duncan J. Anderson said…
A wise man once said "Love is never logical." Another one said, "Hogwash!!"
September 8, 2012 at 10:55 PM
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